As I sit by my computer I bend towards the desk and I ask myself
Is that the lapband I feel when I bend? Can others see this lapband?
Will people know I had this surgery?
I am also wondering since Moncton is so behind in the
fill process (about 8 weeks behind) will this frustrate me even more
and set me back?
As I ask myself these questions I find I am mad yes Mad.
Why would they make us go through such stiff pre op crap
and then just leave us hanging when we need them most?
I have left a message with the nutritionist Rinette but I have not got a call back yet
Must be busy. I am getting increasingly more and more frustrated and I
do not see any weight coming off. Others do but I still feel bloated and fat.
Suddenly a light pop's on
That is an issue , yes this is my issue ..
Am I such a control freak that if something does not go on its
sceduled time I deal with my frustration and disappointment by eating
instead of saying to myself:
it hurt no one
will not change or alter drastically my life
so do not spend another minute worrying about it,
I guess I am learning folks. Learning that at 39 I still have a lot to learn about life and mostly about me.
Thanks for reading my mind
Lori
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5 comments:
I know you're frustrated, but just remember you didn't put the weight in a day and you won't be able to take it off in a day.
You know I'm here if you need to talk.
Love ya,
Sharon:)
It is so great to have this blog. I have missed our chats and it is awesome. With life so busy and yours just about to get busier it will be awesome to be able to blog my thougths and you hear them and kick my butt when I need it!! love yah my sister
It was a big step you've taken to get your weight under control and it can't happen overnight. I think that is the one of the problems we've always had... we wanted to take a magic pill or wake up one morning and the weight be gone.
Unfortunately the problem that caused the weight gain would still be with us until we get rid of that... and it's not in a can of pop or a cookie, but in our heads.
Love ya,
Sharon:)
that is so true
I am just really mad I have not donwe better than I am . I guess I too muc=st learn patience lol
I am finally here but I still can't figure out how to add you to my blog.
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